Myself
Wanna know me?
I am Raja Nur Ain Sumayyah binti Raja Zainalabidin and this is my blog, it's mine. In this very little space from the World Wide Web, this could be the only place where in i can have my freedom to express myself, rant whenever i wanted to, post non-sense shit, type asdfghjkl until i get tired like an idiot. Actually i'm just fifTEEN and i don't act like what normal teen girls do. I'm weird and i like crazy things. I like the smell of an old book, I yawn and don't close my mouth even if i'm in a public place.. and i blah blah, i blah too.. enough. bye byee! You may click links and contact to be friend with me.Thanks !
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It is not wrong to be happy
This might be the last post that I am about to write. I am going to move to a new blog where nobody can read my mind, nobody can know what I will be going through, just... alone.
This post is actually for 'you' who always read my post. Thank you for being only my blog reader. Even though I know that, I know that I am not good at reading, I am not good at writing, I am not good at expressing my feelings in words. I meant for 'not good' because I will be like 'WTF yang aku tulis ni' every time I re-read my writing. Truthfully I am very grateful to have you as my only reader. You are the only reader that is still waiting for the updates. However, I can thank you enough.
Still, remember our latest phone calls at 2AM?. Actually, I really regret the entire conversation even until now. I feel really stupid. I think that it was better if I didn't call you. I felt like I make things worst. You want to know what makes me say that ?. Actually, you're not alone. You will never be alone. I still remember that I said 'At the end, we will be alone, nobody gonna understand us, nobody gonna help us, it is on ourself'. Nope, It is actually wrong. You will never be alone. I really hope that you did not think that you are alone. You are not alone though. Seriously. I did not know why I said that. One of the reasons why I hate myself is I always failed to put up a good word for people who need my help even though my cita-cita is someone yang boleh motivate orang ????, that's all bullshits. *sorry for the language* It is for myself don't worry. I am really sorry if I always hurt you with my words. I really hope you can be what you want . I really hope you can be as happy as you are. I about to say something horrible but I really hope that you can take it positively. Life has its own procedure. There will be a failure, there will be repetition, there will be frustrations, there will be satisfactions. That's life. but nobody in this world is meant to be 'nobody'. You already did great. I am really happy for you that you manage to be where you are right now. It is not easy to be in your place. I may not be a good friend for you but put in your mind that I will be there for you if you need me to hear your problems or anything except our 'past' hm hehe kidding. Thank you for being my friend yang selalu ada susah senang. Thank you for being care for me. Thank you so much. I will be deleting this blog and move on to a new blog. Last but not least, thank you for being the only reader for my stupid blog.
Stay safe
See you when I see you
Assalamualaikum
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